Sunday, November 26, 2006;
♥ 9:41 PM
home alone. me. yep. and i feel. well i don't know how to describe.
parents and sister in taiwan. i chose not to go though =p
its not that good, its not that bad either. its good coz i get the purest form of freedom. if you know what i mean, like besides the need to revise and stuff. i feel quite guilty these past weeks coz i haven't started revision. oh man. i really neeed to start soon. lazy me. =.=
however its bad coz at home a bit zo bo. like very boring, but yet you know its supposed to be like this. i have all the time to go anywhere i want, but somehow i've got no spirit for it. i wonder if its loneliness? like i prefer not to think it that way. i mean i could chat online and stuff. maybe i just miss the fun of having my family around, coz the house is really quiet, well besides the fact that i'm turning the volume of my speakers louder than usual, otherwise yea its quiet when the music isn't on.
but this isn't a bad experience, and i'm like so making it sound so bad LOL. really it isn't bad. its the second day and i've already learnt a lot. for example! at first when i toast chicken sushi, for my old toaster it takes like 20 mins? MY TOASTER NOW TAKES EIGHT. and its right from the freezer! so erm, yea u know the maximum time is 15mins for toasters, so i turned it all the way, then came back to use com, when i went back it was all black. uh huh. so yea i tried to eat as much of the edible parts as possible, then others all throw away. so ya its quite amazing how fast and efficient my toaster is now lol.
basically i'm sorta learning how to be independant i guess. throwing rubbish everyday, cleaning the house, and stuff. haha its kinda fun if you think about it. its a "new" life. so yea its not all that bad. i think i just needa go and think of other ways to relax or sth. the things u can do on the computer that are fun is really limited. maybe i shud learn how to breakdance. been trying to do the handwave thingy. and yea its okay. but its not good. lol. so ya, maybe i shud find more interesting things to do.
but time alone allows me to think a lot. and i mean a lot. like what should i do for tmr, what to do for preparing breakfast, what do i do to not make the house messy, when to revise blahblah. went downstairs to da bao KFC up just now, and on the way i passed by the bread shop, so decided to buy bread for tmr's breakfast! yumyum. my mom already bought choc. milk for me, so yea its gonna be a good breakfast. home alone like makes me think ahead a lot, like what to buy when stuff is running out, normally i do buy stuff from NTUC back home from school, like after i alight the bus and pass by, but its different in the sense that its for myself, but normally its my mom thats buying the groceries, and now no one is doing that for me? yeap. and i think its quite cool to really take care of yourself and stuff.
kinda makes u feel more grown up (:
haha.. maybe i'm too childish already. oh well. hopefully i get to go out tmr! was asking ang whether wanna go for movie coz i haven watched casino royale.. and hopefully more pple can come! =D
yup thats all for now :)
round and round we go...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006;
♥ 10:25 PM
i feel weird. i think i'm falling sick. its that kind of feeling where your head's in a slight headache, then your body is feeling a little hotter than usual, been like this for 2 days already, today's the 2nd. its that feeling u have b4 u have a fever? not sure. i should go pop a few panadols into my mouth =S
today had training, dunno why felt very freaking tired. even han wei said i looked dam tired, but it was just after the bench press, which was the 2nd workout.. had 7 in total. gosh. can't even do the lat pull properly.
think i should stop sleeping late already, good for my skin also, but whenever i sleep its at least 9 or 10 hours, don't understand why, but i think it should be enough. i want this to stop lol, dont want to keep feeling lethargic altogether.
went to grandma's house yesterday, haha as usual her cooking is still veryvery good! food rox there. but after a swim downstairs(was at a condo), came up to bathe, and had a talk with my grandma b4 i went into the toilet. shes quite worried about me having difficulty to talk, all who spoke to me asked how long i'm supposed to put on that appliance. its called a reconator by the way, however u spell it i darnoeZ. supposed to keep my lower jaw forward, so it wont slip back to the.. class B position for my teeth. mmhmmm. it was a nice talk. seeing her hair all white and stuff, i mean, its a nice white colour though. but she's a lively granny haha, not that old as u think. i could see from her face... worries. lots of em. bah wish i could do sth to help. i haven't seem my ah ma for a long time already, been busy this year see, and lucky i went, coz she wanted to see how i've been. first thing she said was "aiyo hai shi na yang shou, mei you pang leh". haha then my cuzzies just sat there and laughed? they so cute lah, and from last time, they are very big already. i still thought my cuzzie was p2, when she's p3 already. aha time flies, and her older bro is gonna be p6 nxt year! (i think) PSLE coming! same as me lol A lvls, and my sis, O lvls. its nice seeing them you noe, i mean, its kind of a timely thing? sorta needed that kind of stuff. it really felt nice there.. and to see my grandma its a nice feeling. i dont know how to describe but, i felt really happy seeing her. aha i shud build up more. shudn't make her worry so much. worries are not a necessity in this world, it would not exist if there were no feelings involved. its just that people worry because of love and affection. and i shud help my ah ma erase those worries. totally not needed.
sorry if this post sounds solemn. doesnt sound like the usual me LOL. just been thinking a lot. and i've been trying to revise. but no motivation. maybe for my new fone i will!! hahaa.. haiz u see, no camera fone, cant take pics of my cute cuzzies. they dam pro. maple lvl 41! higher than me =D and they even said "desmond korkor i think u are very cool"
me :"mei you la na li you cool, ni yao kan cool qu wo xue xiao kan lor"
think many pple are cooler than me, like duh, i dun think im cool at all? LOL. but haha its quite nice to have them look up to me like im some uhh.. coolio. gives them direction i hope! but hopefully not in the wrong way. anw, they very CUTE. heehee. and they grown much. celine's hair is longer already, and getting prettier by the day too! and terence got B-I-G-G-E-R, in size, haa and they're much more responsible and not as lazy as b4. oh wells.
com games are boring me to death. i always wondered last time how com games would ever bore me, but then its happening now quite surprisingly. and yeaa this is a long post. haha.. okays shall stop here. <3 ftw!
round and round we go...
Sunday, November 19, 2006;
♥ 12:12 AM
haha today class outing, or rather it was er, as glen said it, 6C liu ren zhu outing. haha me glen jianzhi NK brent zhong. had steamboat dinner! koped tons of meat and vege, and yea it was nice to eat ^^ but then we left one whole tub of prawns and like 3 crabs lying there at the table when we left, seafood like mussels and stuff we still ate a bit, but then the prawns are live, however we press them down using the plate for crabs so they wont move, but we only cooked like 3 or 4 prawns, and they were very nice. however one whole tupperware of prawns there! argh, it will be nice to eat, but we all full liao, ate the stuff till we were tired of it haha, and then we left. from 630 to 10 we were at steamboat, before that was bowling! haha tried new style, use 2 fingers only. spin ball violently using arm and wrist, and hope the ball rolls like when the pros bowl it, and woot hopefully it strikes also xD
brent was dam pro with it! omg perfect spin and stuff, i think if we all train that long enuf then we will all be like some shen. haha that style kinda like the PCB style bowling xD
i bowled a spare with that style lol, wha dam fun, and marina bay bowling actually very cheap, so next time i think we shud go there early, 1 game 2.20 only, we went there after 3 so it was like 3.90 for students. and although members one cheaper i wonder how much it would cost to register as a member o.o
before that was er, lets see, ah yes, pool. at marina square! haa teaching beany how to pool and yea at last she got the hang of it! not bad not bad for a beginner =) we played a little arcade also, spamming all those button games and driving games, very long since i played initial D, and lol had new best timing for akagi downhill, well u all prolly dunno whats that its just a hill in japan ba lol. but then timing still not good. ok nvm lol. hahahaha, yea well i just discovered today that the pple in our class all have fortes in arcade games! was at suntec with glen and beany before every1 came, and i was telling beany that glen is very good at shooting games. then yea i'm better at driving games, and NK is well quite an all rounder. but we're all good at button mashing! muahaha, nk played rumble fish 2, some fighting game, then he and glen were mashing like mad, int the end all the super power come out! w00t. so pro rite =D
and recently i've been listening to love you lately by daniel powter, haha its a great song, and i heard it on radio these few days also. always on your side by sheryl crow is also nice, well here is the lyrics for love you lately by daniel powter.
Love You Lately - Daniel Powter
You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud, But you can't remember when. You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.
So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.
I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new, But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you. 'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.
round and round we go...
Friday, November 10, 2006;
♥ 8:01 PM
yo! lol past 3 days were nice =D class chalet was cooooooooooooool. hopefully next year we'll have it again after our A's. it bores me to think so far ahead as of now.
first day of chalet was real messy. met up in sch to hand up I & R, then when everything was ready took 93, and changed 15 to reach tampines mall. haha bought the stuff needed for chalet like mad there, some food like otah and satay were already ordered. and we bought as much as we can. but right. i think a bit too much hahahaa but nvm wor proves that we're quite efficient since the food lasted us through the 2 nights =D
guess how much it cost? 150 dollars! woohooo. and so we had every1 to carry abit, walked to the bus interchange to take 29, then we go chalet. lol at first we were like thinking how many stops to take. then mmm i was telling every1 that maybe we really take 29 stops LOL. so we took the pamphlet in the bus, then we looked at it, but still really din noe how much. hmmmm. at last it was abt 23 stops. first day was quite chaotic coz we needed to start-up fire for bbq, and it was quite messy. actually wanted to not slp on the first night, but lol dozed of in front of the xbox console at 5am! they went to watch sunrise but then din see much, told them dreamily that i didnt want to go lol. how cool la, i woke up and only me and jason were in the house!
second day, which was ytd, spent most of the morning time and afternoon time in the chalet slacking~ after that went changi village for lunch, and some of us came back to chalet first, and some went to play frisbee a lil. lol i went back first with chun, yz, jason, chenhui, ngeekiang. wah super stoned after we reached the chalet, the others we gaming and playing mahjong, then we went up on air con and slacked, coz our plan was to go back and rest since we wanted energy ytd night. haha ytd night at this time now we would be barbecueing. lol then we slept, and w00ts our nails got painted LOL. haha jianzhi and benseck, nice painting on my nails sia. and my big toe one paint halfway o.o asked them how come they say very hard to paint hahahaha and scared i woke up. whoa i totally din noe my nails got painted until like after i woke, then jason tell me "for ur info ur naisl are painted". LOL! dam funny, after that walked arnd a bit, a while later BK weisong and benseck had pillow fight! woohoo bk really dam dominant! 2 v 1 i think the 2 got piaked really bad hahaha, it was nice watching =p after that was small T or D(truth or dare) session in the girls' room, and the hai dai hai dai game was changed to "are u excited!" game, haha coz LCJZ aka chua jianzhi sms-ed beany and anqing and angie using his fone "lool we are in the asme room now! are u excited!" LOL you can almost imagine jz saying that la. hes the only person that can use the word "excited". LOL. after that had bbq~ and cheryl and caijing came along, and the bbq lasted thru up till the PRCs had to go. haha was really fun having them in the chalet, they some mahjong pros O.O
and during bqbw e celebrated nov and dec babies' birthdays! although rae and yuzhuo were not there, but yea its rae, yuzhuo, angie, benseck, me, glen, weisong. in chrono order. haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! =)
cake was nice, and glen blew the candles so fast when we blew there was no more flame o.o haha second day barbeque was really nice, coz we finally did the right thing, by bbq-ing the chicken and prawns on the wire gauss(however u spell it) and not on aluminium foil! i think the chicken was so black on the first day coz of the aluminium foil lol, soot formed then its a bad conductor or heat also. hhahaha.. but it was fun! then cooked marshmellows after that, lol how cool first time eating bbq-ed marshmellows for me. crispy on the outside, but soft on the inside! haha.. after that played large scale TorD in the guys' room, lol and there were coolio dares like erm, chun singing to angie (oooo), brent piggy-backing caijing, benseck kissing angie's hand, and glen and caijing in the room together without lights for 10 secs, haha the door was a bit spoilt at first, so its like we cant go in when we came out, so we shouted open the door lolol. bathed after that, and chilled out, by playing mahjong and drinking! ngeekiang super dry gin drink maker, haha nice mix of stuff that he mixed also, gin with orange juice, F&N orange. haha first time for me drinking gin, and whoa my whole face went red. abt the same as drinking red wine lor, just that the smell of alcohol is stronger. haha DAM COOL. and we were all drinking our own cups and watching and playing winning eleven at the same time. YZ's face and neck and body went super red also, aiyo he drink to fast la, and he slept coz he was too tired, and at alst he ended up vomiting =( but he was ok at last so thats good =) me and NK didnt sleep until 6:20 am. was busy playing DOA training session that teaches u how to do all those moves.. ahahaha... so went me and NK went up to wanna slp, discovered that the room was dam cold due to aircon, and when we were coming out of the room a cockroach came in LOL. me and nk were like huh? then jumped over it, hopefully it din crawl over the guys that were slping on the floor xD so me and nk were slping on the sofa at last. then it was morning at 845 when i woke up? then we packed everything b4 930 and after the guys had their dose of the HALO campaign we went to changi village to have breakfast. met the 6A pple there ahaha, they were at chalet I while we were at chalet K. after that we took 29 to TM, but at last all went home, so we decided to have a class outing on some other day again.
lets have it on monday! =D
come to think of it now, wa i reallyreally miss the chalet. its veryveryveryvery nice. i miss the laughter , the mahjong, the games, the atmosphere, the sofa, the kitchen , the bbq pit, the EVERYTHING. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. haha but oh well, we had fun ok! definitely had fun. a lot of it. so yea. it will stay in our memories forever! i think our class is very bonded, and haha we definitely can make it more bonded. simply put, our class just rocks la. WOOHOOO.
07S06C FOREVER =D
round and round we go...